I Noticed Your Cigarette & ...

and you smelled like a mouth
I had forgotten
hi
let's do it over there
on the plastic
in the back light of
something more broken
I said
you'd have bigger balls if you
shaved them
size doesn't matter
you smacked my ass and
bit my neck
called me
nipple-stand
the mindless vanilla

...


tonite the sky is not black
it is blue

the white stars
wine stained

i dream

of our last
small party &
what was said

your 20 page notebook
left in the shade

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